It will get better.
It will hurt less.
It will end soon, He said, repeatedly. Was anyone listening?
The birds hid in their nests as the sun rose that morning. I was running late.
In all honesty, I did not know what I was looking for. What the hell does closure look like?
I felt liberated. No dead weights. Just me and my emotions. A car full. I planned on opening the windows as I circled the same road. Hoping the emotions would flutter out the window. Lost.
What is the purpose of this life? And the sudden quicksand I have stumbled upon.
Misery.
I have to let you go, now. To roam the worlds as you wish. Leaving me behind, where I left you.
I have let them both go, now. They were never mine, but borrowed objects to entertain a lost heart.
Dagger digs deep. And twists.
A prayer for you, always.
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And this worldly life is nothing but diversion and amusement. And indeed, the home of the hereafter - that is the (eternal) life, if only they knew. Quran, 29:64
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