Nasihat dari tukang kutip rambutan

On a dark cloudy day. He wrote :

Misi: siapkan keje smpi sume org puas ati. Tido kat uma.
Alasan: kerje dgn ikhlas.
Jumpe rahmat petang nih: buat kebal je. Yg penting buat muke mcm besungguh2 je. Kesian sikit. Mesti die tadek idea nak ckp ape dah.
Result: wihuuu~

That night I left the office at 12am.
I felt tired to the bone, unhappy, unappreciated, ultimate low.
Thanks for picking me up from work and letting me know you're there.

Majlis Itu

For those who've been waiting patiently, heres a sneak peak.. will upload a full album later. Promise =)

Picture credits to azimah and jengalina!! much love.

Sekeping sehari

Picture taken before abang's KL reception. Thus the matching outfit. Apis was mama's little helper throughout the event. Good job love!! But he didn't get to eat the ultimate meal then, we ran out of food around 4pm.

Ok, I've stalled enough. Nanti upload sikit gambar tunang. Hi hi hi.

Done!

Its a sealed deal now. All I've got to do is survive the next 6 months in peace and we are well on our way to lala land. Happily. Some of my friends have uploaded pictures on the net, though not all of you can access that. I'll try to be good and post some in my profile page =)

Terima kasih Allah.

I am elated, happy, calm and at peace. Hope this feeling will sail me through my days.

ps/ gambar by azimah, cake by tidin.

Fresh Green

I got a lot of my close friends asking me about the previous post when really, its just a distort version of some of the things in my life that may or may not be true. So you guys can stop dissecting it now and focus on the other good stuff. Real good stuff. Like the fact that the color red pops up in any slide film - but costs a bomb, that I am on leave for 2 days - and will probably be handling some work shit from home, but most of all the fact that its only 2 days away is pretty cool.

Hopes and dreams ye. Ok, for my most treasured mr.F I hope you know what you are doing cause sometimes I am not too sure myself. Let the mystery be just about you discovering me and living it every second to the fullest. Mind you, I have a hateful hateful perception towards liars and may never understand why they lie.

And for the side frills. Hm. Nevermind.

I'm gonna have me a cuppa later and bounce off the sunny day and have lunch at a pretty neat place.

Distort

The sky is getting heavy and grey. Patiently I wait for the light to turn green. I see buildings, and as I make my way through traffic, most of them I know from walking the route on early weekend mornings with crazy photojournalists friends of mine. I love loathe and envy them all at the same time.

Kiss me, she said. I gently stroke her cheek and gave her a peck. I wonder how she would react if she knew. I think that she knows. I shudder from the cold air seeping in from the cracked window. I took my final puff and threw away my cigarette. It hurts my shoulder to wind the window up and down each time I need to take a ciggie break.

The traffic is slowly getting on my nerves. I stole a sideway glance at her. She seems to be content, fidgeting with her necklace. I hope she does not know. I get to play pretend most of the time.

Its hard to not live the life of a liar.

Happy Vibe Surge

Sunday morning, I woke up at 730 and read all my text msgs, looked at the clock and smiled. Wihu. Yesterday was such an event! For us first timers, it was pretty crazy- a lot of running around and messing with other people's feathers. Betul ke perumpamaan itu. Right.

I didn't invite any of my friends other than ujie and nzaz. The others couldn't make it but they have promised to be present next week. NEXT WEEK. Yeay. F got me a ring but miscalculated my ring size. Haha. I've come to accept the fact that he likes picking out the rings, and for once, I should let him chose something that he likes, and I shall wear it like a prized gift. Plus, I couldn't be too bothered about rings and stone orientation, they all look a lot the same. The white gold and baby diamond types that is.

I am listening to kings of convenience, flipping through my recently developed albums. Setting the day ahead. Lunch with Caol and baby adam, afternoon hunting for final dingdongs for the engagement, early dinner with the girls near Jln Alor.

Super OVERLOAD!!

Kerja kat KL

I like to rush into the elevator and scurry to the back. That way I get the best seat in the house and watch the drama in the lifts unravel. You have to have a high sense of confidence if you're gonna continue your conversation inside the little metal box, for everyone to hear.

I always wish I brought my camera up to level 42. Theres a chocolate domed building that I adore. And yesterday during coffee with my cousin, I spotted it right near rohas!

I wish I could hide during meetings but what can I do about being in the limelight. I've seen lies laid down like bricks on the road and is the fundamental of living in this client-service provider world. I'm pretty lucky my clients are rad and cool.

But really, the elevators in KLCC are pretty neat.
And I always wonder what the x-ray machine does to my films.

Darah Manis Siot

Nah. Hamek. Don't say that I never introduced him enough. Aku malas nak buat blog ni private, nak carik email address sekor2, dan deprive those offshore of the fun fun I am sharing with the selected few. Tee hee. Bajet. I'm in a giddy mood tonight. We are poring over wedding pictures and Ayah is fretting about the guest list for this Saturday KL reception. Haha dam muke semorang.

We started July with a literal crash accident that was pretty nasty and scary. Abang la tak percaya darah manis. Letih aku nak buang memori buruk itu dari database. So jijah is now in repair, Alhamdulillah none of us got hurt. We just gave mama and ayah a real fright. Boo hoo.

Saturday saturday. Cream of apricot, here I come. With my lovely lovely red peep toes that's gonna KILL me. Yeay yeay.

July, do me proud!!