Spotted!

Aku rase F mase kecik adalah seperti : sembam mcm bantal busuk, padat, rambut besar sebesar songkok, muke nakal. Perwatakan dia mesti tak lain tak bukan, cuma satu : degil.

Gambar ni agak kelakar, tapi aku simpan jugak. InsyaAllah, aku berdoa cepat dapat anak nanti.

W : Scrapbooking

Its more like colorful filing than anything.

Theres something about KL, when I come here to work I always find myself coming down with a fever. I'm guessing its the full-blast air conditioning and unpredictable weather we have.

Delia aku dah kira

Basically ada lagi 60 hari sebelum hari tersebut. Hari yang di nanti-nanti kan.

Hari di mana apis sudah berjanji padaku sesuatu.

Betul ke die akan berhenti merokok.

9 things

1. degil
2. lumbe kerete
3. futsal
4. rokok
5. tido
6. music
7. kawAn2
8. arsenal
9. sylvia

and I didn't even make it on the top 9. wow.

Tying up the loose ends

So this is what it feels like, to near completion. To come to the moment we've all been planning for. I'm collecting pieces, putting them together into a scrapbook that will turn up to be a book full of memorabilia consisting of snippets of fabric, stickers I peeled off the things we bought, business cards, receipts, hand notes. I'm such a collector I believe this is my talent put to good use.

We sealed the deal with our flower power provider. I'm so giddy and excited I need to make sure I am always thankful to Him. To be blessed with good health, a positive mind, and pure heart.

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I noticed F and I are advancing to a different level of goofing around. It involves making fun of things we both find ridiculously funny, apologizing for nothing and everything, telling one another off in good nature and with a whole load of respect.

9 hours

Today all I remember was how frustrated I got whenever I had to explain myself or the reasoning behind everything. I am upset because most of the time I feel that he's just not putting that much thought behind a process. Its sad. Which is also why I get so messed up whenever you make a remark that passes as a thoughtless comment.

W : It's so fun I could die

I enjoy this so much I'd be sad to see it come to an end.

W : Inspired by

To all brides to be, the best way to satisfy your own quench over details and more details of your wedding would be to do all the homework. Work out what you like, and know for sure what you don't like. If that alone is a challenge, know your own style and make sure it looks good on you! It always helps to have a second opinion from a bestie, or your partner. At the end of the day, he's the one you want looking at you. Zarina shared with me this link. I think its pretty cute get up especially if your donning the hijab.

Sketch out what you want, and be inspired by everything you love. There's tonnes of stuff on the internet. I stopped buying bridal magazines a while ago, since I think the local ones carry pretty much the same stuff and I set out not to rent my dress.

Most importantly, have fun and stay within your budget!!

W : More advise you don't need

Look at em toes. At least his are way more fugly-er than mine. Hehe. Its funny how people tend to hand out to you advice especially since they know your preparing to get married. I think its kind, and thoughtful of them but at times I can't help but feel disgusted and tired of the same things people kept on saying to me.

Like, slimming world. What in the world for would I need to go to a slimming world prior to my own wedding? Hitting the gym, fine that makes sense cause you might as well be in the prime of your health in order to endure a long day smiling and posing for people you love. Especially if you're looking at conceiving. Which makes perfect sense to me. Ideal world case. I'd like to be in top shape before I conceive so that it might be easier on my body to bounce back to its original state (haha ye ke?).

The only things I do want to do before the big day would be to bleach my teeth, get on a regular healthy diet to control my cholestrol level (I get so annoyed every time he wants to have a meal at KFC), try to jog or do yoga in front of the telly. And stay within budget. Haha.

I've always been an avid fan of honey and its embarrassing when they tease you about consuming it for other reasons. Doink. Oh just so you know, Yemen honey is of the highest quality =)

W : Eureka!!

As I was editing my slides.









Something to refrain from : have not yet paid the seamstress. Nor have I settled paying the event location, band, flower arrangements, cake...

Found these babies here.

Zumgeburstag Fuhrer!

Happy birthday. Semoga ayah sentiasa dikelilingi dengan orang-orang tersayang. You will always be my benchmark on happy living. My love for you may never be fully revealed, but we share our likes and interests, and odd hobbies. I guess that will remain to be our special thing =)

Heil, Fuhrer. Ich liebe dich!!

Little specks of cocoa powder

There are two things I can't really bear in this world :

#1. is when we have to part ways with those we love
#2. is when I feel like I am a contributor to a financial crisis

Yesterday we got his stuff =) well deserved and very happy.

Hanging on to shadows

To have everyone constantly asking if you were going, you might as well went.
You could have easily put yourself in a loop and gave each caller the same answer.
'Im sending off my mum'
I'm curious to know what you really feel, inside that small head of yours. Its just covered with so much hair.
You need a haircut.
But you're such a superhero, famous for being in 2 places at one time. Never have put yourself before others. You may be selfless, and forget.
Please don't forget me.

You fixed other people's toilets, in their homes.
Do they need a superhero too?

I just felt that you were sad to see her go.

Had a great weekend

I wanted to recall how frustrated I was last weekend. But decided against it. I'm at Sara's now. So much more happier. I wrote something earlier.

Anyways. He still smokes.

It never fails to break my heart.