Filling in the empty space

Am I that much of a loner? Recently, yes. Since he's been gone for almost 6 weeks is it now? What am I to do..A lot of decisions, major ones that need to be made. I do my best by beating the lonely bug with filling my time doing things that would distract me, and make my days more worthwhile..(while waiting for him to come home). I went to antenatal class the other day at PCMC. Had already paid and everything, so glad that Naz could accompany me. Else I'd be like a dumbstruck monkey who'd lost his bananas. Haha. Ok paham tak?

I went to Westlife's concert the other day. It was an office event, pretty cool I know!! During one of the ballads, they asked us to share a dot of light. The outcome is pretty awesome.

Have been hanging out with Adam lately. He's a real charmer. God I pray my little baby boy will be able to sit in high chairs and car seats patiently just like Adam. I teach them cool stuff like sticking out your tongues. Kann..tak pernah buat kan Adam kan?

Just get tired real quick lately. Am getting bigger..and bigger..wow is the word.

This is Big

I feel a bit physically challenged. Especially when I have to walk to the train and lug my laptop bag along. I hate that bag. Its so heavy - darn it.

Some times it feels like I have a ball under my blouse. Sometimes it feels like I have a water bag full of fishies. Maybe then it felt like fishies, but I think its starting to feel more like a baby. I wish I could laugh or giggle every time you moved and kicked like crazy when I am in the presence of others. Hi hi. Its like a secret, right.

Please could I just take leave now. I have no drive.

Henry Ejan

Henry and Ejan. Two of my closest junior engineers. Two of which I would like to say I've 'welcomed' to the nasty world of oil and gas. Sad is the tale of friends departing for the better..Ejan will pursue her journey of finding her place in the coiled tubing world. And Henry will be leaving to look after her pretty preggered self in Norway..



Its weird and hard to explain, the relationship I have with my female work friends. Its like we grew closer in a pressure cooker, and sought each other in extreme times of need, when nobody could relate to the circumstances we are facing on a daily basis.

Do take care. Will miss you both.

Secret Parcels

I'm still scratching my head on how to upload pictures from my iphone. I've had a rough couple of days last week and am not planning on having any this week. 

Its been officially a whole darned month that F has been away and I'm left with my siblings. Luckily Qq has decided to come down to KL and shes tonnes of fun although she does seem to cry a lot.

 My tummy is getting bigger and the lil one is quiet a restless one at that. I doubt that his head ia anywhere near south. I think its still wrong way up or sideways even. Should I feel nervous? I've started on a baby scrapbook and shall continue with a house scrapbook. Talk about planning! I have to design a job that I've never done before..that sucks. Ah well, at least I got someone to accompany me to the antenatal class.. 

 Dear F, please come back soon. I'm bored out of my mind on weekends and I'd really like to get some shopping done.. Thank you for the lovely surprise!! Love you!!!