Clean Dressings

Everyone is wounded. We were born with wounds, stenciled on to our body or we either scratch and tear easy. And you tore me the most. We are constantly hurting one another, to seek confirmation, to test our existence, to find out just how much does he love me?

Our wounds come in different shapes and sizes, we treat them differently. You're wounded too, look at how you cover it up everyday in the morning, you wake up and fake a smile. You put on a big bandage, and walk out to a brand new day. You wish. The more lies you tell yourself the deeper the wound gets, until the skin is rotten and loses hope of healing.

But I said I'd help you heal. Now I find it tiring. It drains me and makes me wonder why I didn't notice the wounds before. I left you, and started to look for someone with smaller wounds, he should be easier to look after.

I wouldn't be happy, because eventually, the smaller wound on his body will grow, I will get tired of treating it just like I did you and I am thrown back to the point where I started to judge people, based on their wounds.

Lemme be your seatbelt

This test result does not potray me exactly in life, but as a result of a test, and I think its something fun to share =)

Find your own pose!

Seatbelt Traits and Tendencies

After a long night of The Seatbelt pose (and Seatbelts do sleep close to ten hours a night, quite a bit longer than the typical seven and a half), couples wake feeling warm, safe, and uniquely free of doubt. Regular doses of the pose can elevate Seatbelters to a new level of personal confidence, which buoys them to great heights in love and at the gym and can lead to plum promotions and camera time.

Comfort Zone

The Seatbelt pose is in the Sun Sleeper family. Related Sun poses to try: The Heimlich and Classic Spoons.

Health Note

For some couples (about one in every fifteen), extended periods of The Seatbelt's patented "coziness" can lead to feelings of drugged complacency. If this happens to you, try switching to the Flying Bobs pose for as many nights as it takes to get the blood flowing again.

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The Couples EDITION

I did this myself, had a few friends do this and matched them up with their boyfriends or girlfriends. None of it is proven to be true, its just for fun =)

These two poses are from the same family The Sea Sleepers Family, so to dearest mister N and miss M, I think its all good =)

The Excalibur is from the Wind pose Family, mmg suke belit2..and The Seatbelt is from the Sun Sleepers Family; those who love to sleep up to 10 hours a day. Goodluck ye.

The Colon is from the Sea Sleeper Family while the Toboggan is from the Sun Sleeper family. If you move the girl from the Colon pose and put her where she is in the Toboggan pose, then I think it makes sense.

*note: I am purely fabricating my own justifications, don't take me literally, other than the good luck wishes, I have no clue what sleeping poses are about. Haha.Happy Saturday!

Party Pix

I'm just going to let the pictures do the story-telling today, its all jengga, yatt (yes the girl in the Taska Yumie picture) sara, gc and me. The theme was orange-sorta-purple sorbet. Haha. Ape aku merepek nih. Enjoy.

Extra cheese, or it won't go gooey like that.

This is the complimentary Birthday Pizza, all you need to do to get one is go like this "Its my birthday today" before the waiter can digest anything else and he'd leave you without bugging for an ID card or such.

Mr. Boyfriend. Eh, silap. Gigi cantek =D

I like to play hostess, so at St*baks, just lemme bancur2 ape2 patot and then we all can sip it nicely, k. Don't know if its just me or what, whenever I go to St*baks or the coffee bean, the orders always come out all weird. Either the wrong size, or they give me things in ice blend when I want it hot..etc etc.. Sila check beberapa kali sebelum membuat bayaran ye. And don't say 'yes' to anything extra yg barista tu dok offer.

Sekali sekala, lemme be the gedik one la boleh.

Orange tasting people. Yummyy.

And final gedik pose before the strike of midnight... Thank you dear friends, thanks for making the bloody 23rd memorable *sobb*

It's My Party and I'll Cry If I Want To

The title is from a song, which I can't remember who sung it because it was from yesteryears. Thanks to all of those who smsed and shouted out their birthday wishes, I truly am happy =)

Yesterday gc was late at calling me. I spent friday afternoon in the pool doing laps so as expected I will be drowsy very early on friday evening. Nevertheless, we had dinner in the 'junior district' USM old cafe, which is rather far if you went by foot, after doing laps in the pool that is. So gc was late at calling me. That is soo the point! Haha.

The plan was, 'Let's celebrate in Ipoh tomorrow'

'Ipoh? Yeay, around what time?'
'We'll go in the afternoon'

I had a million of things I needed (and still do!) to complete for monday. So on Saturday the 24th, around 1 pm I checked in on gc and asked him exactly what time we will be leaving. There was a sudden change of plan, we'd be leaving for Ipoh late late afternoon, say around 6pm.

'Pukul 6? Sy x nak blk lambat sgt eh..'
'Ala..jom la tgk muvi skali'
'Malas la..keje byk nih'
'Tp sy da book da muvi tikets. Isk. Tgk. Kan da tak suprise dah'

'Haisk. Ye la ye la..muvi muvi.'

Sheesh, its my birthday, why can't I have the upper hand? But then I don't want to be rude and not appreciate what gc has planned for me. Which is nice and refreshing since it'd always be me thats telling him how things go har har har. I was in a rather bad mood since I was attempting to do my engineering economics assignment. I just don't get that subject. Statics and fluid mech is much less confusing.

So we shifted from afternoon, to 6pm, which finally became a 7pm pick me up time. I picked him up and saw that he was wearing a propper (dressed up) shirt! Shit. I had on a long sleeved tee and jeans.

'Tak ckp mlm ni formal..ni da smat2 nihh'
'Nape plak, awk comel je' ngaha..thanks luv.really.sy.comot.
'Nak patah blk la, tuka baju'

I was just joking but he really took a u-turn at the roundabout. Before I left, jenga had just got back from a one day workshop and said she was going out with a friend. Which is why I was in no suprise to see her waiting outside our room. She hopped in saying she wanted to get a ride to pocket C, where her friend will be picking her up. (masetu da risau2 da..minah ni nak ikot ke ape nih..tp die mmg selambe so aku pon mls nak pursue her) a few seconds later, sara and yatt hopped into the car all smiling and each brought a sweater (gaye mcm nak tgk muvi) . Double Damn. I've been had!!

Gc couldn't stop grinning. Stop grinning. Its my birthday, not yours! Haha. Segan nye. Beriye ckp tanak tgk muvi bagai. Love u mister!! Thank you for making me happy. Sorry for being such a tough cookie =)