Wednesday, January 01, 2014

If escapism was a choice..



I loved greatly but always felt like I was not getting more or I deserved more than I got..sometimes this feeling is so great that I make it a point to hang out with my friends so that I remember what my character is like. Its so lame I know - but is it part of motherhood?

I did not live gently - I do not recycle, do not eat organic thus encouraging the harmful chemicals used by harvesters and farmers, although I do take the train and avoid littering in public, my carbon footprint is still pretty massive.

The last one is a bit hard.. What did I have to let go in life? Almost nothing. From the way I see it life is all choices and decisions you make for yourself. Not because one option became unavailable that you had to take the 2nd choice. The more I think about it the more I think I am not graceful at all.. Mainly because of the fact that I can't let go of one thing that has been bothering me ever since. I guess this year I need to work on finding closure and self forgiveness..

To a healthier and self fulfilling year ahead. 

Please take me to Bali?

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