Stay awake.

Apa, kau ingat aku concentrate sangat ke 3 minggu duduk dekat control panel macam ni? Not by a long run. Et plus, I'm working night shifts from 6pm-6am and critical time is somewhere around 3am when the cold wind seems to be pricking your back and shoulders. I also have a hard time sleeping during the day. Ah anywayss.

These are the things I repeat in my mind so that even when the coil is running into the well at 60ft/min with my hands on the controls, I get to smile myself silly.

#1. FOOD.
The food sucks here. Its everyday bread with chicken meat baked/roasted/dry like crazy. No gravy. No veggies. Sayo goreng mane? So I miss : tomyam, kerabu mangga, nasi lemak, sambal udang, sambal mangga. I wanna let's go to Sakae sushi with the girls, some decent ceasar at delicious, tomyam seafood at ampang. Apis janji g marche. Layankan die nye fetish for sausages and rosti.

#2. Recreation

All I do is gaze out at the never ending horizon of sandy hills. Da bosan. I don't get to jog, the only form of cardiac exercise is from heavy lifting and some yoga I do before shifts. For that I wanna let's go to Camp5, Bukit Tabur, maybe skytrex? Ok la aku bosan sbnanye harini. Aku harap aku tak perlu pergi rig dan boleh balik Sana'a makan sambal udang mama masak. Ya ampun.

Ciao ciao cencalok pon sedap.

My mind is dancing a dancing a dancing away

This was my first diana. She was beautiful and always was the center of attention. Mama laughed every time I took her out and pointed at something. The results were pretty awesome if you asked me. Sadly, I lost her to a car-window bashing-item stealing pig. Anyways. Its been long enough without some form of art in my life so it got a bit boring going out with no camera other than my loyal canon.

My mind is not yet dead set on what I should get next. Deep down, I still want my kiki pink hottie. But this glow in the dark version is also uber cute and unique with a capital Q. I don't really know who reads my blog but if you are reading, please choose a color. Hot pink or cute yellow. Not that I will take too much into consideration what my readers say anyway. hahaha. Ok jgn patah semangat. I hope to get mine once I am out of this rocky deserted part of the world.

aku sgt penat harini

I lost my marbles again today. and the highlight of the day was supposed to be my trip to Ghail Omar, but instead I let the heavy dark cloud hang invitingly above my head. Its very true that if you start hating someone so much, or despise that person for every perfect living cell in their body, it will eventually slap you back in the face.

I used to 'not like' this one character in my past relationship, merely for the fact that I felt our ways to be on the opposite side of the scale for me. We were always around each other, acquaintances, not friends. All the other baggage was made up, really. Now we are on talking terms and I've made a new friend.

But today I find it ridiculous to find myself befriending my bf's ex's bf? Get me. (You may or may not be reading this), but I did it in the name of friendship and trying to make my man happy.

Jd bile bf kau punye ex nak berkawan dgn kau cemane plak cerita die? Aku rase mcm otak aku ni sempit ke akibat stress kerja ke apa. Fuckers.

OK I give in, aku boleh je click accept tp aku harap lepas ni tade la sms2 yang mcm berbau boleh buat aku angin. and the REAL fucking issue is that F tak reti langsung nak console aku, when she does.

After Mutawakkilite Yemen

Red for the blood of martyrs, white for the bright and promising future of the country. And black for the dark history the country has. This is Yemen today.