Leraikan dengan senyuman!

Hah. Cuba teka?

Hari yang indah ialah bila,

Sahabat karib kita sudah pulang ke tanah air.
Cukup dengan itu sebenarnya utk membuatkan aku gembira.
Dan lagi.

Ayah menegur gambar profile di facebook, katanya tidak baik ibarat menayang2 y kami sudah official.
Official la ayah..dah dua tahun, hari ini.

Tapi aku cuma jawab dekat ayah, 'ok la, nnti kalau dia keluar ngn perempuan lain, senang nak tahu'
Mesti ayah ingt aku ni bakal menjadi Queen Control. Tsk tsk.

Hari yang indah ialah bila,

Kita terpaksa menelefon client dan berharap dia tidak marah..malah mendengar dulu apa saja alasan y kita suap ke dalam kepala nya. Bagus sungguh nasib ku.
Dia mendengar dan berterima kasih kerana aku sudi memberi penjelasan.
Siap ada, 'take ur time' lagi.

Hari menjadi paling indah bila kita berjaya meleraikan semua gangguan dan stress kerja dengan attitude y super rock.

This is my second day that my positive mind has gotten me through a crappy, crappy, crappy day.

Saya tunggu awk call malam nanti.
We should do something special tonight, perhaps, if you remember.

Hari Indah

Santa Monica, Los Angeles 2009.

Yes, I'm in Balikpapan sudah. Alhamdulillah, my flight and all was ok. But. Well, I got a bit stuck at the immigration. Which is very dumb and ignorant on my behalf I guess. Ayah is a bit pissed I went ahead and just got on the plane without checking the formalities. Boo hoo sukeroo.

I'm here to assist with the Chevron campaign. They told me usually this client will only have one well per month, but suddenly they wanted to have 7 well interventions done. Thats where I come in. Sad part is, most of the work done is not really completed well. So aku ni macam tukang cuci jamban taik org lain lah.

Balikpapan, is a bit artificial to me. In a similar sense to how LA was. But different. I have yet to discover what they have to offer cultural wise. I'm even looking at the possibility of me going to Sulawesi for a diving trip. Alone? Masakan.. haha.

Its very stressful for me here, the way they do things is differently. I think transparency has a multi layer chain, which is dumbfounding. Cause its not supposed to be that way. And I'm working with some of the most defensive people I've ever met, which is downright ridiculous OK. Bangang nak mampos.

Aku rasa sunyi di sini. Rumah besar, TV besar, ruang tamu besar. Dapur pon besar. Tapi selalu bangun pagi dan rindu dekat mama dan ayah. Selalu minta dekat Tuhan untuk memberikan aku kekuatan dan semangat untuk menghadapi hari. Aku rasa tak sabar sangat utk hari indah di mana F akan kata pada ku, "Sayang, boleh berhenti kerja dah..jom"

Day dreaming is free. Wishing is also free. But its these two things that keeps me going through the day with a smile, you know?

Jadi for now, F cuma boleh sms kat aku, "Bertahan lah, abg tahu kerja mcm ni tak best." Mungkin aku sudah menjadi hamba duit? Bak kata Zarina. InsyaAllah, rakan2.

Hari indah pasti akan datang.

Schuz.

Wandering in Singapore

Im in Singapore now. I wanted to share a lot here in my personal space. I've been giving off bad vibes to F lately. And I cant blame him for feeling tired of this emotional baggage I seem to be carrying around with me for no apparent reason. I can only say that I am jealous of all the wrong things.

Raya was great. I got to do all my cousins and even my aunt's black eyeliner. Which is good, cause I am halfway through my eyeliner pot. And I need to finish it before I can go and try another one. My flight is in another hour's time and I am in Changi International Terminal 2, with free wi-fi access that lasts up to 6 hours per account. All you need to do is give the pretty lady your passport and she'll hand you a username and password. Cool rite?

I didnt bring a lot of money with me this time. I only changed rm100 and got about a quarter of a million of rupiah. Geez. Their money needs time getting used to. I dont plan on spending my money on anything other than bakso and other foodies. I will stay away from meat cause I'm not too sure on how halal those things are.

I miss F a lot. He knows it. But sometimes other things get in the way and I have a hard time of conveying how I truly feel about him. And things. I need to get myself back together. I am losing my spark big time.

Wish me luck for my job stint! I have no clue what I am going to Balikpapan for. But damn, dont we all need the money.

Santa Monica Pier

Wihu~!! Am taking the time to quickly scribble something here. Def not enough time to upload a pic or two. My train to Camarillo leaves at 905 am. We're gonna go shopping like crazy there before I head home tonight.

We took a $30 star ride hop-on-hop off bus around LA. Pretty neat. Saw the whole city within 8 hours. Uber kewl! Ok so my favourite would be Santa Monica Pier but we didn't have enough time to get off and enjoy the beach. Dang.

Sape kate LA tak sejuk?? Penipu. It was freezing cold due to the open top bus we were riding on and the fact that it was 21 degC outside and we were dolled up all nice didn't help OK.

Schuz. I will see you, and you real soon.