Wk3.

Dec 2011

I think I've mastered breastfeeding you! So terribly happy you're consuming tonnes more! It truly is the power of our Maker, Allah swt. I am blessed and so happy to meet you. Aboh still goes out alot. It sucks. I sometimes cry to myself when you fail to sleep at night. It makes me awfully cranky, you know? Its weird because somehow breastfeeding you has sapped all the energy out of me! So usually, you and I, we will nap together around 3pm in my room. This weekend we took you to Pekan, to meet Tok Mummy.

Keramat Permai, Dec 2011

Wk2.

You still drink and sleep a lot. My ugly tummy still feels funny. I now have the courage to put on the scar lotion by myself. You have not mastered the fine art of nursing, leaving me bruised, battered and in agonizing pain. I think its you. We took you to PCMC and you were doing well. Already gaining weight and length. Wondered why you were still yellowish. I snuck out to klcc, aboh was kind and concerned that I was dying of boredom, when really, confinement wasn't all that bad. I still did not understand how much my body needed to rest, I was too busy trying to bounce back - to my dismay - my energy level is still below par. I feast on all sorts of milk producing veggies and the all tol famous snale head fish for fast recovery. I am so happy Mama is here to tend to my every need. Should I feel spoilt?

You are a tiny baby. I could carry you with one arm, and you'd fit fine. Its 14 days and we decided to plaster your hands and feet for keepsake! Lets pray for a better week ahead.

Keramat Permai, Dec 2011.

Wk1.

All you did was sleep. Such a joy to have you. Easy, peasy.. All aboh did was go out. Futsal, golf, football, watch the match with the boys. It really made me feel upset. He treated your presence as if it was all my duty to look and care after you. Sorry. I cant seem to muffle my thoughts and words any better.

Keramat Permai, Nov 2011.

A case of the Yellow

Gosh its been ages since I last keyed in my worldly entry. I ran out of energy and am still fumbling with when I should get stuff done or sleep?! I don't really plan on making this blog now all about Mika, but hey, he might read this some day. He is really getting bigger now. He had a case of jaundice caused by my breastmilk. Thankfully it only lasted to 6 weeks. He is getting a much healthier glow now.

I even went to the extent of sunbathing him out in the back yard, in the local park. But really its not good, especially when I didn't apply any sunblock on him.

I am now torn between uploading pics here, or making a whole album for Mika. I am always worried about how exposed a person can really get by sharing everything on a social network website. And then there's twitter. Another social website where we can update our by-the-minute activity even when no one is asking.

Bahh. Humbug. Hope you guys had a good 2012 celebration!