Friday, October 21, 2011

scrpbk


I really enjoy being pregnant. It is a blessing from the One and only. Will not find a single spec of a millisecond to say that I would have done things differently.

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Pieces of my life,
And his.
We used to be two,
but three,
Would be a nicer way to continue,
the journey.

I do miss F being around for the last 2 months of your growth spurt. Be a good baby, please.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Pantun 4 kerat Ujie

Hari ini 12 Oktober,
Ada lagi 4 bulan untuk bersiap,
Kamu semua kawan yang over,
Sila datang dengan mekap.

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Two of my close friends are planning their wedding. Funny how technology can keep everyone on the loop of their preparation. I think its pretty neat. I don't recall having shared my thoughts or asking my bunch of girls what they thought on location, color selection..themes. Ah but no - do not get me wrong. I enjoyed every single moment of the decision making, be it that I had to do most of it on my own.

Its just kinda fun now, that when we meet up, we can talk about how Miss A or Miss B's wedding preps are going and the person of interest need not even be there. Cool.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Filling in the empty space


Am I that much of a loner? Recently, yes. Since he's been gone for almost 6 weeks is it now? What am I to do..A lot of decisions, major ones that need to be made. I do my best by beating the lonely bug with filling my time doing things that would distract me, and make my days more worthwhile..(while waiting for him to come home). I went to antenatal class the other day at PCMC. Had already paid and everything, so glad that Naz could accompany me. Else I'd be like a dumbstruck monkey who'd lost his bananas. Haha. Ok paham tak?


I went to Westlife's concert the other day. It was an office event, pretty cool I know!! During one of the ballads, they asked us to share a dot of light. The outcome is pretty awesome.


Have been hanging out with Adam lately. He's a real charmer. God I pray my little baby boy will be able to sit in high chairs and car seats patiently just like Adam. I teach them cool stuff like sticking out your tongues. Kann..tak pernah buat kan Adam kan?

Just get tired real quick lately. Am getting bigger..and bigger..wow is the word.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

This is Big


I feel a bit physically challenged. Especially when I have to walk to the train and lug my laptop bag along. I hate that bag. Its so heavy - darn it.

Some times it feels like I have a ball under my blouse. Sometimes it feels like I have a water bag full of fishies. Maybe then it felt like fishies, but I think its starting to feel more like a baby. I wish I could laugh or giggle every time you moved and kicked like crazy when I am in the presence of others. Hi hi. Its like a secret, right.

Please could I just take leave now. I have no drive.