Anxiety

"..Harini nak mintak cuti dgn boss, a couple of days perhaps. Friday till Sunday maybe. 'Cuz you know, it is school holidays this weekend.."

Tapi boss da lalu-lalang kat sni da nak 4 kali and I have still yet to talk to him!!

Boleh buat saket kulit tol lah.

BrainFreeze

I was in a hurricane of things to do previously. Proposals, presentations, fabricating new iron racks for the yard, the nitrogen course for the new hire, just plain too many things for my small brain to contain. That, evidently I forgot a thing or two. Hehe. And yesterday I was busted! Not in a bad way, just kinda went through a spring cleaning session with the mess I have on my desk looking for a drawing I had but couldn't really locate the darned thing.

And then at 11 o'clock onwards I was in brainfreeze mode. Gile tade keje. I had work to do, but I couldn't make myself to work like a train anymore. All I felt like doing was surfing and bloghopping.

Pastu balik rumah book flight g KL for friday evening and called encik penolong pengarah to check into my favourite hotel. Sekian.

Client Service Quality Meeting

I was all set to go to Kuantan to catch the hottest movie in town, the Dark Knight. And then I got the most dreaded sms of my life.

"You will do the presentation, as required in your LMS.."

Oh great heavens. Why la whyy. Why must it always rain on me? So that night, I headed out to Kuantan with no mood for a movie and I guess the stars guessed me right and all the good seats were taken. So we went for plan B. Later that evening my boss called, he was still at a meeting.

"Present aja slides itu, I will be there to back you up.."

I felt mucho better! And afterall I was the one who did all the slides, every single one of it. We headed out to a friend's place and had dinner with him and his cute baby girl, and with the celebration of his 2nd expected child on the way! After dinner we headed back to kemaman and I slept straight till 4 am where I did my isya prayers and decided to go through the slides.

They day of the presentation, it went well. Most of the clients were newbies like myself. A bit of a headache because not all of them understand the operation offshore. Once we got back to the base, my boss told me,

"Thank you for the presentation, it was a very good presentation, I think"

Wargh wargh~!! Soka soka. Syukur, alhamdulillah it went well. I hate last minute arrangements, but presentations are something I know I can nail 'em every time. Syukur. Boss aku lg satu y sepatutnye present tu mmg nak kene tol.

Deep Blue Sea

All I need now is a pillow, my blanky and mister bear. Then I could sail away and never return. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately..

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Safe journey, Mama and Ayah. Doakan adik di sini.