Isolation

Well its only the 2nd day of raya and I'm already back here. To the place I most belong. Feels good. I've been living in and out of places for the past 10 years I guess, eversince my parents moved from KL and posted to Singapore, and now to Switzerland. I like to have my own space, my own set of rules and I dont really like being told what to do. That way of life probably became my way of life unintentionally but deliberately just to cater my need to have a sense of belonging.

Some resolutions, none.

Dont feel like talking about it at the moment. Things suck when you feel like you're doing something for the good of others, but then it turns out that they think you got it all wrong and then the next thing you know, you're the one to blame and now you've got to bane yourself from any human contact just to save yourself the trouble. Stupid.

I hate raya this year.

The Winner

Today I received another happy email from Steven Ng. The results for the Lantern Festival Photo Contest & Exhibition are out! And he got 2nd place! Congratulations are definitely in order!! Uber cool.

These clippings were taken from the Sin Chew Daily News dated today for the Lantern Festival Photo Contenst & Exhibition. See.. C'est moi!! wakakaka.

The winning entry.


The original picture.

And now.. introducing the all time mentioned name for the past few entries but with no face.. The secretary of Foto Imej Perak... 3rd person from the right. Mr. Steven Ng!!

What better way than this to start the holiday tunes ringing in my head~

All Apologies

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezerburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
-In Utero

I would like to apologize to someone. I really am sorry for forgetting the most simplest of things. I seek forgiveness from the Almighty this holy month, and hopefully from those around me. I honestly honestly forgot and I'm sorry. All apologies, from me.

Half Time

Really shouldn't be blogging. But I've pretty much completed all my brain can handle for the a.m. part of the day, and the p.m. part better prove more outcome or else!

Im not that looking foward to Raya, Im just doing it for my brother's sake. The poor kid just finished his PMR and still has to go to school for whatnots in the form of community service I guess. If I were him id just skip the whole ordeal and be back home in swiss waking up to mom's cooking. Stupid school.

So heres the run through. I have my fyp to accomplish at least up until the interim part which is due on wednesday? tomorow? haha..who cares. Then theres the petroleum exploration formation evaluation bit which is due on the 30th but we would all like to complete it before raya. Mansys is also looking bleaky. Is there such a word? Bleaky. No ray of hope. Until the masterminds can get the base model right and leave the rest to me. EIS is another big sucker. My task is pretty straight foward. Get a QA plan for valve testing. But no..I couldn't just do that because my resevoir assignment is a bigger pain in the butt. Employment trends and forecast in oil and gas industry? Its not even what they'll ask me in the finals. Sheesh.

What a stresful week this will prove itself to be. To those enduring the same, all the best. To those who've been there done that and got an A, well then. More power to ya.