I was never ready, for such noise. I didn't think it through, as most of it wasn't left up to me.
My world has turned upside down and right side up again, all in 1 cycle. I had you, rested, and had the privilege of not continuing work due to the current turn of events. And then there is no work. None.
Positive light, that I must find, came to me a bit later, and only after I had outbursts and fits as my logic made more sense of how I shall cope on how we were supposed to make ends meet.
It hurts the most, when those closest to you laugh at you as if you were joking when you said times are tough.
If only they knew.
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