plain stupid

he called today. the transmission was kind of rough. i could still tell it was him. he gave me a number to call. call me if you want to he said.

he must be just as crazy as i am.

i tried to call, but the number was too long. i kept getting the stupid lady who tells us that the number doesnt exist in the local system anymore. wtf.

i called people of knowledge. 103 they all said. telekom. where are you calling maam? i got through to ship to shores, which lead to an invalid 1-800 number. i called 103 again. more sarcasm from the operator. what was her problem?

i travelled the world with the house phone tonight. everwhere but there baby.

he called again.

wrong number luv, take this one. its a bit longer but i can try if you want. if i want. he has no clue how i am not holding up here.

before i broke down into unforgiveable tears, i travelled to the labuan port. ship offices in KL. you name it. half of his friends. stupid satellite phones.

he called for the last time.

its ok baby, i'll ask around how it really works. dont worry too much. hope you are doing fine. you have no idea.

i still have 2 slides to prepare for my stupid mentor.

stupid.stupid.